Sunday, August 30, 2009

Sometimes

Can I say that

sometimes, assets can bring people to nowhere.

sometimes, they are just burden.

sometimes, they just make people lost in this temporary world. 

sometimes, they just bring people into problems.

sometimes, they just make people to forget who is the creator.

so.....

don't allow them to control our life.

don't feel so proud of having them.

don't make them as priority as other important things.

because they are just temporary..

"sesungguhnya hartamu dan anak-anakmu hanyalah cubaan bagimu, dan di sisi Allah pahala yang besar [64:15]"

p/s: the smaller you are, the harder to take care of you..

where are you hiding from me?

I couldn't find you anywhere...

Thursday, August 27, 2009

It's never too late

It's never too late..selalu kan dgr word ni..well, it's never too late if we realized sumting, and then we move on to the next step to improve it..

ok,for this entry, nk tulis psl satu citer ni.."cinta sempurna" kat astro oasis sempena bln Ramadhan ni..story line yg bagus..boleh buka minda masyarakat Malaysia esp org Islam sendiri yg boleh dikatakan sedikit sebanyak dah di westernized and da kalah dgn perang saraf kaum musyrikin..hurm..

"rosak ibadah, rosak akhlak, rosak akidah..mereka seolah-olah dirasuk jin barat"...teringat lagi sebelum fly ke nz, ramai saudara mara yg nasihat mcm2 lah..semua risau bila kita nak keluar negara, utk belajar..takut rosak akidah, takut terpengaruh dgn budaya barat..well, masa tu instinct dpt rase, xde pape akn berubah..dgn izin Allah, still mcm dulu, xbyk berubah, and mayb lebih byk pengetahuan ttg ilmu agama, alhamdulillah..and at the same time, dpt bukak mata and compare mslh2 Islam di Malaysia dan worldwide..insyaAllah..

"bukan salah sistem, tapi salah mind setting masyarakat itself"..itu sy setuju sgt2..for example, kat Malaysia, budak2 xboleh byk bertanya even kat their parents or teachers..hurm.kalau byk bertanya, dikatakan biadab la, kurang ajar..kalau mcm tu,mcm mana minda nak berkembang??kalau kurang faham,mesti lah kena bertanya kan..tulah silapnya dari awl..sbb tu, apa yg sy dapat lihat bila dtg sini, student malaysia kurang, kurang ok,bkn xde..kurang bertanya dlm klas if compared to mat saleh..y?sbb mmg da terdidik mcm tu dari kecik..everything disuap..

"kenapa org Islam xboleh minum arak?bela anjing?anjing kan cute?Islam ni seolah2 kolot".."kat Uk tu,bersepah2 org mabuk,xde pulak religious authority dtg nk serbu club mlm"..ni lah mslhnye bila ilmu agama still kurang or xde, tiba2 membesar dlm community yg bkn Islam..akidah boleh terpesong..even membesar kat Malaysia sniri, negara yg kononnya majoriti Islam, tapi disebaliknya boleh dikatakn kurang bersistemkan Islam itu sendiri..sedih jugak bila tgk gmba2 rakan2, juniors, seniors, kat club mlm, ada botol2 arak atas meja..dedah sana, dedah sini..sy rse lg over dari omputih kat nz ni..tu org Islam tuh..bila ada pihak yg tegur, keluarlah statement mcm2..dulu2, kat msia, chinese je yg pakai skirt pendek atas lutut, skng ni, org melayu da sama naik..lg over pn byk..kenapa ek?salah siapa ek?

so,back to basic lah..ilmu..ilmu...dan ilmu..:)

even diri sendiri pon still byk kekurangan..but we can try to improve ourself right..it's never too late mate.:)

"...Mereka tidak henti-hentinya memerangi kamu sampai mereka (dapat) mengembalikan kamu dari agamamu (kepada kekafiran), seandainya mereka sanggup..."[2:217]

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Some thoughts on Ramadhan

First of all, nk ucapkan selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan :) selamat menjalani ibadah puasa..semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna..selalu kan org wish mcm tu..semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna..bermakna dari segi apa ye?as for me, bermakna tu kalau kita boleh improve kan diri kita bermula dari bln Ramadhan tu,dan stay smpai the next Ramadhan..kirenye,utk setahun la kan..bkn setakat bln ramadhan je buat baik, lpas raya, jd mcm hantu balik..buat maksiat..sbb ape?sbb da bkn bln ramadhan kn.so,mcm tulah sesetgh org akn buat..tapi lg worst kalau dlm bln ramadhan tu pn still lakukan maksiat..huhu.mksdnye, ramadhan yg baru dilalui tu xbermakna la kan..sbb xdpt didik diri utk tempoh setahun, bkn setakat sebulan bln puasa tu je..hurm,ssh jugak tu kn...tp,itulah yg dinamakan istiqamah..bkn hot hot chicken shit! =P

lgpun,bln ramadhan ni kn bulan keampunan, bln keredhaan..so, bg yg dah byk lakukan maksiat, dosa tu, masa ni lah nak bentuk diri semula..bertaubat lah..buang kan segala sifat2 jahiliah dlm diri..astaghfirullah..personally, sy akui yg ramadhan selama 22 tahun sy bernafas ni kurang mendidik jiwa sy..sbb nye,mcm yg di atas lah..22 tahun, bkn lah waktu yg singkat kan..ramai je kawan2, saudara yg meninggal sebelum umo 22 tahun..byk org pk masa ni lah waktu utk enjoy life..bila da tua, da berkeluarga, barulah insaf..mcm org kafir pulak..mcm org putih..diorg punye target mcm tulah..life starts at 40..tapi mcm mana kalau dah ditakdirkan kita mati sblm insaf tu kn..nauzubillah..

that's all..anyway, selamat berpuasa rakan2 walaupun da masuk hari ke 5 kite berpuasa hari ni..rajin2 lah bangun solat mlm sebelum sahur tu ye..sng je.insyaAllah :)

p/s teringin nak balik puasa dgn family kat malaysia..rindu~~~=P

Monday, August 17, 2009

Suratan atau kebetulan?

Sesuatu yang tak disangka
Seringkali mendatangi kita
Itukah suratan dalam kehidupan
Atau hanya satu kebetulan

Kita asyik membicarakan
Persoalan hidup dan pilihan
Sedang kejujuran semakin berkurang
Masih tiada bertemu jawapan

Walau kita dihadapkan
Dengan berbagai pilihan
Mengapa sering terjadi
Pilihan tak menepati

Hingga amat menakutkan
Menghadapi masa depan
Seolah telah terhapus
Sebuah kehidupan yang kudus

Pertemuan sekali ini
Bagi diriku amat bererti
Tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan
Bimbangkan berulang kesilapan

p/s: xde motif sgt pn entry ni..just let e media player shuffle..then,bile smpai lagu ni..tiba2 terfikir psl ni..suratan atau kebetulan semua ini?

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Size doesn't matter


Rasenye today first time tgk hockey match selain mase kat sekolah menengah dulu..but today, the different is our Malaysian team bermain di luar negara..so, mcm special sikit la kan..lagi pulak di Palmy ni sendiri..so,mesti la bersemangat nk support kn..even though awl2 mls nk pegi since kena study for midterm test next wed..tapi,cmne ntah tibe2 tukar decision utk pegi jugak..sbb ape ntah la..haha.mayb ade satu sbb tu kot..since ade org ckp ade klon mr q di situ..haha.so,tringin la jugak nk tgk kn..btul ke x ape yg si a** ckpkn tu..haha.=P

seawal jam 1pm da betolak..ingt nk pegi kejap je..tgk muka2 players tu..lpas tu nk g esplanade la konon..nk bkelah smbil stdy..tp since da kena byar duit $12 kat entrance tu,xkn la tibe2 nk kuar pulak kn..xke rugi namanya..so,stay la smpai abis match..panas terik sungguh hari ni..ddk pulak kat stand yg menghadap cik matahari..xbwk sunglasses pulak..hadoi..terpaksa la ttp dgn bendera malaysia yg ku kasihi..=P ok,as usual,match dimulakan dgn national anthem..smgt org malaysia nyanyi..org nz,senyap je..ish3..xde smgt kenegaraan sungguh diorg..

then,match dimulakan..ok,1st impression kitorg.."mak ai,kecik je players msia ni..yg nz pulak besar2,tggi,tegap..." haha..tapi,jgn pandang rendah org yg kecik2 nih..ligat sungguh..pndai control strategy..1st half tu sengit jugak lah..msia byk serang..tp,xleh goal jgak..nz score 1-0..second half, mayb da penat kot..pastu plak rmai yg injured since diorg da lawan kat aussie before dtg cni..so,xpe la..nz score lg...dan lg...so,3-0...tp xpe,kitorg xde kecewa sgt..biase la tu..lawan dgn tuan rumah..menang kalah xpenting..yg penting semangat juang yg tggi..dan juga semgt para penyokong..dari umo 1 tahun hingga lah 40s..haa.hebat tuh..congrats msian team..keep it up!slasa ni ade lg match..so,leh kalahkn lg..




with malaysian team

one of the Black Stick players (tinggi kan)

bile da exposed lame2 dgn matahari yg panas terik, akibatnya sakit kepala di mlm hari..begitulah sy..sejak dtg nz ni, tula mslh..xleh tahan dgn matahari..sunburn apa tah lagi kn..ok lah,need to study..daa

Friday, July 31, 2009

Our ageing world

ok dah ingt balik apa topik yg sy nak share last time..when reading The Dominion Post few days ago..i was interested to this topic..the title is "Our ageing world"..according to this newspaper ,people aged 65 and over will soon outnumber children under five for the first time in history..globally, this "oldest old" population is projected to increase 233% between 2008 and 2040..what do u say about this?why is that so? the reason that they have predicted was the increase is primarily the result of high fertility levels after World War II and secondarily, but increasingly, the result of reduced death rates at older ages..yeah, that is right I think..as we can see in Malaysia itself, older people such as our grand grand parents or aunts are more energetic eventhough they are already 70s or 80s..for example, I still have my grandmother who is still energetic eventhough she is nearly 90 years old..she is older than Tun Mahathir I guess..but they still can perform so many things..they are very hardworking..they don't like to waste their time by doing nothing..mayb that is because the difference in lifestyle and environment now and before..

secondly, high fertility levels..mayb that's also true..people before the world war, our late grandparents, they do get married before age 20..if compared to now, even people age 40 still haven't got married. they usually busy with their job..some people think that getting married means that they will have a high responsibilty..well, that's the reason why we are here, in this world. to take the responsibily..and then, we can also compare the number of children that each family has.. nowadays, the average children in each family basically just 2 or 3..and maximum we can see is 4 i guess..but before the world war II, each family basically has at least 8 children..some family has more than 15 children...is that because of high fertility or they choose to have them? if u get married at the earlier age, the chances of getting more children is high..well that is my opinion..

Maksud firman Allah swt: “Dan kahwinlah orang-orang bujang diantara kamu dan orang-orang yang layak berkahwin dari hamba yang lelaki dan perempuan.Jika mereka miskin,Allah swt akan memberikan kemampuan kepada mereka dengan kurniaNya.Dan Allah Maha Luas pemberiannya lagi Maha Mengetahui”.[24:32]

Wahai diri

sempat nk update blog before tido ni..takut esok bangun,da lupa point hari ni..mcm last time..i think i had sumting to write about..the idea came before i closed my eyes..a good entry i think..but then, end up i forgot what i want to write about the next day..xpe la..mayb die x ditakdirkan utk dikongsi bersama..haha.

ok,idea before tido mlm ni..kita kena ubah diri sendiri betul2 sebelum try ubah diri org lain..if kita nak suruh seseorang buat kebaikan, kita kenalah tunjuk dekat orang tu yang apa yang kita ajak dia buat tu, kita pun buat..bkn cakap2 kosong..bukan cakap xserupa bikin..
apa yang penting??

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diri sendiri dulu kena betul
tunjuk contoh yg baik
istiqamah

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that's all for today..gud nite :D

ok,ni point after bangun tido..haha.boleh pulak mcm tu ye..:D
erm, perkataan respect.
ada org ckp,
aku respect org tu, and aku xrespect sgt yg sorg lg tu..
kenapa kita pilih utk respect sumone tu??
mungkin sbb die byk ilmu..
mungkin sbb peribadi dia..
ye la, org berilmu dan peribadi baik,konfem la org akn respect kn..
nk compare dgn yg lg sorg ni, berilmu jugak la..
cuma mayb die xtunjuk kn sifat dia.kalau ada la.
kalau org yg kita respect bg nasihat or ceramah, konfem kita amik point dia kn..
so mcm tu lah kehidupan..
"Knowledge is like a fruit. When a fruit grows on a branch of a tree, its weight causes that branch to bend and bow. Similarly, when knowledge increases in a person, it causes him to become humble and not Mutakabbir (proud and boastful)"