Thursday, March 18, 2010

rezeki tak datang bergolek

i thought i am big and mature enough..but i'm not..i'm still young and still doesn't have faith in myself. i'm not confident enough if i have to go out there and start hunting for the job at this moment..i am scared of failure..i am scared of loosing things..i have low self esteem..that's it..i always think negative..oh come on!wakey2..i am big enough..some of my friend already finished studies and they are working now..some of them have got married..oh come on!

me: i am sorry sir. i don't think i can do the job since i am not good at bla3...
sir: bla3....even if u go outside after u finish ur study, u will learn the skill when u are doing it..
me: err okay sir..

p/s: now i realized that not everybody are gifted and talented at doing something..they will learn it when they are doing it...doink!

2 comments:

nUr said...

I think apa yg awk perlukan is confidence, zue;)

It's something like, kalo awak diletakkan dalam satu situasi yang nak tak nak awak terpaksa lalui, you will survive unconditionally. In term of work lah, I've seen many people in such situation.

All the best, of course you've already big and matured enough!^-^

zuema said...

yeah..itu yg sy perlukan..hehe.tq ;)