sick of sleeping

welcome back..this is the first post after the bersatu game finished..has been three days for me to recover from fever and cough..and now, i'm sick of sleeping..sick people need to have lots of rest,sleep etc..so do I..but now, at this moment, i feel like i'm sick because of much sleeping..actually, this morning my level of health is better than before.however, because of tonight, i feel sick again..when i woke up, i feel hopeless, sad, gloomy, lonely..i dunno why.i just called home before i went to sleep..i didn't planned to sleep just now, but because of waiting,i fell asleep..

tomorrow, the lectures will resume..the semester two will begin..the life as a student will continue..am i ready?not mentally i guess..with this condition..hurm..what to do..have to go with the flow..i can't create my own rule..i can't decide whether to go or not to the class..it is all will affect my study..only one and a half year to go to finish my degree here..alhamdulillah..hope that everything will be smooth and fine..and i also hope that this semester i will perform better than before..amin..